Dreams or Nightmares

On Thursday evening as I was wrapping up work and finalizing my packing before leaving for the airport, I heard from my good friend David that a Mox Sapphire had just been won in ante by Rob. I’d always dreamt that I would be the first to win or lose a piece of Power in ante. It’s weird to say I hoped to be the first to lose a piece of power, but I’ve already won a lot of amazing cards and that way I could still be a part of ante history.

With hopes of winning power from the mysterious Gwen who was running Mox Sapphire in his ante deck, I set off for UTC. My trip was straightforward enough; direct flight to AMS, train to Leeuwarden, and a short walk to the venue. On the train platform I ran into Steffen, Nicolai, and Mads from Denmark who I was happy to sit and chat with. As per usual I didn’t get much sleep on my journey, but adrenaline carried me onwards. I walked to the hotel Svante had found for us, showered, and headed off to the Hotel Catshuis to get in on the action.

Shortly after arriving I sat down to play some ante games with Rob who had won the Mox Sapphire the night before. Rob explained to me that he had agreed to sell the Mox back to Gwen for €2,000 because Gwen needed it to play during the weekend. With a pocket full of cash, Rob went on a bit of bender, waking up to the realization that he’d spent €400 at the bar the night before. Still, he was up €1,600 on the weekend from ante which is nothing to scoff at.

Gwen’s newly altered Sapphire

During our ante games, Rob was running ice cold. I ran away with the first three games we played and won a Bayou and 2 Birds for my efforts. Rob’s face says it all about those games.

🤷🏻‍♂️

Our fourth game was more of a back and forth affair. After I used a Tempest Efreet to steal and cast a Scryb Sprites which traded for one of his two Scryb Sprites, slowing down his clock, Rob was at 6 but in control. He was pecking away at my life total with a freshly drawn Pendelhaven and his remaining Scryb Sprites and my life total was dwindling. On my second to last draw step before dying, I ripped Demonic Tutor for Contract into two burn spells and stole the game, winning an Elves of Deep Shadow as my blind ante flip.

Slightly dismayed at losing four games in a row, Rob altered the cards he’d lost to me and I figured we were done playing. I think he did too until he realized that he had another deck that he’d yet to play against me. We shuffled up and played another game, with me winning a Disenchant at which point Rob realized that his deck had a proxied Chaos Orb in it.

Whoops

We shared some laughs about what would’ve happened had I won it in ante, how it’s not Swedish legal, etc. and then Rob told me he wanted to play another game because “There’s no way I can lose six straight games without winning one.” I’m not one to turn people down for games of Ante40k, so I obliged him.

This game was a nightmare for Rob. I won the die roll and had a dream start, laying Mox Crystal, a land, and Ankh of Mishra. Rob took 2 to play a Library and passed. I dropped a 2nd land and Stone Rained his Library. Rob took 2 to play a Maze. I layed another land and dropped a 2nd Ankh, holding up Shatter in case he played a Bird. Rob played a 2nd Maze, going to 12 and passed. I top decked a Bird saving my Demonic Tutor and drawing me into Black Vise, again kept up Shatter for Bird. Rob fell to 9, realized he’s totally doomed and conceded. His ante card for the game is…

Chaos Orb

Immediately after flipping over the Chaos Orb Rob said, “f**k man, why did I play another game?” I didn’t have a good answer for him and instead mentioned the irony of him losing the Chaos Orb immediately after replacing the proxy in his deck. Just like that, Rob was basically back to even on the weekend and called it quits on playing me that night which was a decision I endorsed.

Thanks Rob!

Riding high I sat down to play with Richard. In retrospect I didn’t play the first game particularly cleanly, running a Jeweled Bird activation straight into his untapped Scavenger Folk. Maybe the lack of sleep was hitting me, maybe I was playing fast and loose because I had just gone 6-0 vs Rob winning a Bayou and Orb, but what I know for sure is that it sucks to suck. As I lost the game and was about to flip my face down ante card I said to Richard and Reindeer who was watching, “Was it Mox Ruby?” The answer to that question was yes.

RIP

The rest of the evening was a blur due to my lack of sleep. I won some birds and lost some birds in games with Richard and Reindeer. Before I called it a night I got to meet and play a single game with Gwen in a matchup of the two people who had lost a Mox that weekend. I mulliganed to five cards and fell relatively easily to Gwen’s fully powered UWx Midrange deck. The noteworthy part of the game was when Gwen used a Bird and revealed that his ante was Mox Sapphire. He told me that this was the 5th time he had Mox Sapphire in ante that weekend…

Svante and I had a nice long walk back to our hotel and chatted about all things Magic. The Deck, his Goblins deck for Swaffel, the idea of me trading the Chaos Orb I won that night because it was the second I’d won in ante, and much more.

We slept, ate breakfast, and walked in the rain to the venue. On the way I got a delicious donut which I liked significantly less after eating it than I did while I was consuming it.

Yum

In the main event I finished 5-2, picking up losses in the 3rd and 4th rounds which meant that my hope of making Top16 was extinguished early. My losses were due to a combination of bad variance, tilt, and a greedy keep. I was feeling a bit tilted after round 3 which certainly did me no favors for round 4 and likely contributed to me keeping a sketchy hand in game 3. Such is life.

I had several fun matches which put me into circumstances I’d never navigated before. Games like these are part of what keeps me coming back to Magic after playing for 20+ years. One game in particular stands out in my memory.

Game 1 vs UR Atog I managed to stabilize at a precarious 2 life facing 3 Black Vises with 4 cards in hand. I managed to get two Books going, but had to be extremely careful to always keep 4 cards in hand as one more Vise trigger would kill me. At one point, I had to play Balance and Counterspell it just to get myself under Vise and ultimately with 3 cards left in my library I found a Recall to get back Fireball and close the game.

After the main event ended I was hanging out with Koos who offered to buy me dinner. Not loving the food at the venue, I graciously accepted his generous offer. While waiting to order, I complimented him on his Hurloon Minotaur jacket and he suggested that I try it on to see how it fits. He has a small and the sleeves were a bit short, but otherwise it fit really well. We agreed that a medium would be perfect for me, but also talk about how hard those employee jackets are to come by. I showed him a picture of Lucy’s unofficial Nightmare vest which she received as a gift from Reindeer at Lobstercon as a belated wedding gift and talked about how cool it would be if I had a jacket to match her vest.

Thanks Reindeer!

As has become customary for me after eating a meal, I went for a walk to aid in my digestion. Before leaving I asked Koos if he wouldn’t mind holding onto my cards while I was gone for an hour and he agrees without hesitation.

When I came back from my aimless wander around Leeuwarden in which I chatted on the phone with Lucy, I found Koos to get my cards back. At dinner he had mentioned that he’d bought a slot in a Beta Booster Pack opening and while I was gone they cracked it. Serendipitously, the card he got was a Nightmare!

Sick pull!

I spent the rest of the evening trying to no avail to find someone to play Ante with. Each person that I asked declined and told me that I should ask someone else who then did the same thing. Regardless, I had a great time swapping tales with my friends as I always do.

Next thing I knew, Svante and I were making our way back to our hotel, discussing the events of the weekend. After discussing The Deck minutiae with Svante and packing, I called it a night. My trip home went smoothly, with me getting a few solid hours of sleep on the plane. On the flight I spent a good bit of time pondering potential trades of ante won cards. As soon as I landed I reached out to Paul about trading the Chaos Orb I won at UTC for the Wheel of Fortune I lost to him on my wedding night in the last game of the weekend.

By current market prices, my trade offer was lopsided in Paul’s favor, but Ante40k trades are a weird niche because it is generally frowned upon to sell cards you win in ante. As a result, trades are much more in the “schoolyard trade from 1993” style where you’re trading one card won in ante for another. Both Wheel and Orb are chase rares so it seemed like a fair deal to me. Paul agreed to the trade and was OK with me touching up the Chaos Orb to add some vibrancy to it while staying in the spirit of Rob’s original alter.

😵‍💫

Upon receiving the Wheel of Marriage in the mail from Paul, I decided to touch it up. I had originally done the alter at 3am after getting married earlier in the day, so I wasn’t at the peak of my powers. I added detail to the Ouroboros to make it look more like my wedding ring which is also a Ouroboros, got my wife Lucy to sign it, and replaced the Posca writing with more permanent ink because this is my forever Wheel.

Now that I had my dream Wheel, I decided to make my existing Wheel available for trade or sale. No one else has lost a Wheel of Fortune in Ante40k while I have lost three, with this being my first. The game where I lost it took place on my wedding night at the after party and in case you didn’t know, my nickname in the Old School community is Wheel. The Wheel of Marriage is perfect for me.

Before my wedding last summer, an argument could be made that my existing Wheel might have been the coolest out there. Daniel Gelon is not taking new commissions, and I’ve heard from friends that they’ve been waiting 2+ years for him to get alters back to them. Richard Garfield, the creator of Magic is not currently signing any new cards. As you can imagine, a Beta Wheel of Fortune that was both altered by Daniel Gelon and signed by Richard Garfield is highly sought after in, especially to the right person.

Thankfully for me, I know a lot of the people who would be a match for a Wheel like this. Over the years I have made many friends in the Magic community and taken the time to learn what speaks to most of them from a collection standpoint. Everyone has their own aesthetic and thus value different aspects of cards differently.

An example of this is Kalle, who has a beautiful collection of alters and was thus the first person I thought of when I decided to make my Beta Wheel available. Kalle entertained the possibility of a trade before deciding not to. He explained that he’s in a place where he would rather acquire more sentimentally meaningful cards and part with more expensive versions in much the same way I am.

The next person I asked was Brett, who has an extensive collection of Beta alters. I figured Brett might be interested in it and was right, but the offer he made was all cash. Nothing wrong with cash as it is of course king, but I felt like this Wheel might be a golden opportunity to acquire some really cool stuff that I otherwise would never have access to.

I kept Brett’s offer in mind and decided to reach out to Shane who had sold me a Garfield signed Beta Balance and Mishra’s Workshop over the summer. I figured Shane himself probably wasn’t interested in the Wheel, but that he would likely be able to connect me with someone who was as a byproduct of having just moved a lot of cards similar in nature to my Wheel.

Shane immediately suggested that I reach out to his good friend Sébastien. I’d crossed paths with Sébastien over the years at various events and he’d even sold me a Beta Copy Artifact several years ago, but mostly I knew him through his epic deck pictures. Pretty much his whole collection is altered at this point and at various points I had seen the progress pictures that he’s shared with upgrades he’s made to his already legendary collection.

Upon reaching out to him I immediately knew I had asked the right person. He told me he was interested, but he already had several altered Wheels, though none of them also signed by Garfield. He agreed with Brett’s price point and said that he would be open to working out a trade for it.

Like that, he opened up the vault. I was immediately flooded with picture after picture of amazing stuff. Not only were there fantastic alters and Garfield signed cards, but also tons of Magic memorabilia as well. At first, I lined up a potential trade for cards which were upgrades over what I already had which centered around this Garfield signed and KMJ altered Erhnam Djinn.

Other cards I was interested in were a double signed Tormod’s Crypt, a double signed and Richard Thomas altered Beta REB, and a pair of Anson altered Mazes of Ith. My Erhnam’s are just signed by KMJ so the upgrade there was obvious. I had recently acquired a Garfield signed Crypt, but Chris Rush is no longer with us and so a double signed one would be a clear upgrade for me. My REBs are a bit more subjective in terms of if they would be an upgrade as I have a personalized trio; one for the Brothers of Fire, Sisters of the Flame, and Bong Wraiths with signatures by members of the clubs. Still though, the alter was killer and I felt I couldn’t go wrong with having it in my collection.

As for Maze, I am hoping to get alters done at Glorycon in January, but there’s no guarantees. My understanding is that Anson’s backlog is 2+ years long at this point for mail in commissions and he only does so many on site alters in a Magic weekend. Acquiring one of these would be a major coup, despite the fact that I rarely find myself playing Maze.

I slept on the framework of this deal and woke up feeling like I was making a mistake. It’s not that these cards weren’t all cool because they certainly are. It’s just that I felt like I was moving on from a grail and getting back things which weren’t really “grail worthy”.

With a new goal in mind of finding a grail in return, I looked back through the pictures Sébastien had sent me and saw something which should’ve been obvious. I was so focused on acquiring more Garfield signed cards in return that I had overlooked the Magic employee jackets and other memorabilia that Sébastien has.

Luckily for me, he had recently found a small Hurloon Minotaur jacket. This meant that he was willing to make his medium Nightmare jacket available in a trade for my Wheel!

When I found out the jacket was a medium I knew that I had to include it in the trade. All in all we agreed that I will get the Nightmare jacket, Garfield signed KMJ altered Ernie, the punk rock Maze which I heard originally came from KungMarkus of Arvika fame, the Garfield signed Richard Thomas altered REB, and a Shivan Dragon deck pouch. The swap will be completed in Las Vegas at the Sin City Open.

I feel that I have found a dream piece in the Nightmare jacket and am also quite excited about the other pieces I am acquiring in the deal. The synchronicity and full circle nature of it all is certainly not lost on me; I feel like that dinner with Koos opened so many doors. Without it I wouldn’t have tried on his jacket for size, shown him Lucy’s Nightmare vest, given him my cards to hold, who knows if he gets a Nightmare in the pack, I could very well have decided not to trade for the Wheel of Marriage or accepted the cash offer for my Wheel and never get a jacket which perfectly matches Lucy’s vest. Who knows what other strange events that didn’t transpire might have taken place, dreams or nightmares.

A Weekend of Art

As I get further along on my collecting journey I find that personalization is the thing that wins out for me. Every card has a story and thanks to this blog, I can share them. It will take me a long time to tell the story for each of them, but at this point almost every card in my collection serves as a reminder of a specific moment in time. By playing with them I not only get to enjoy the game I love, but also relive the fond memories which make these cards special.

Last year I went to Illuxcon in Reading for the first time and loved it. My wife Lucy and I went on Saturday, her for the fantasy art and me for an opportunity to get alters done by Rob Alexander. We both left happy and on the drive home made plans to come back the following year.

This year, in addition to Rob Alexander, Mark Poole was announced as attending. Having quite a few alters I want to get done by Mark I decided to take Thursday off in the hopes of beating the weekend crowd to ensure that I could get alters done. As it turned out, Mark ended up not attending, but with the day off already approved I decided to make the trip up on Thursday regardless, hoping to get Rob to do some additions to my alters from last year. Unfortunately, Rob spent most of Thursday setting up his booth and when he was finally set up it was 3:30 and I had only one person in front of me in his line. Hope started to build until the guy pulled out hundreds of cards to sign. He and I had a brief but good conversation in which he told me he was also going to Baltimore on Saturday. I told him I might see him there and packed up and left with the intention of coming back to Illuxcon with Lucy on Saturday or Sunday.

The day was not a total loss though as I got to spend most of the day hanging out with Drew Tucker who in addition to being a talented artist has become a good friend over the years. I got Drew to do a Plateau alter for me and also gave him a Sylvan Library to take home and paint for me.

The Plateau alter he did for me is an homage to the ram’s skull that Drew traded the original art of Plateau for back in the early 90s. That trade and not using a surge protector for the art backups are the reasons that Drew’s artwork for Plateau does not appear in Revised.

I was admittedly pretty frustrated on Thursday as I went home. I had arrived at 11:00 with the expectation that I would be able to get Rob to do alters for me; we had discussed that plan briefly at Lobstercon. Plans of course do not always pan out the way you’d want them to and that’s life.

I had been talking to my friend Andy about going down to SCGCon Baltimore in the hopes of getting alters done by Mark Tedin. At this point I don’t have a ton of cards for Mark to alter, but do have a few. The big one is this Mana Drain which I acquired with Reindeer’s help over the summer. The art box had inexplicably been blacked out, but with the help of a dry erase marker I had made it look more presentable. I felt that it was a prime candidate for an art box alter which would push it over the top.

Before and After

My only qualm with the plan to go to Baltimore was how early a morning it was going to be; Andy wanted to get there at 8:00 which meant me leaving my apartment at 5:45. In general, I try to avoid early mornings and with a trip to the Netherlands for Uthden Troll Cup the following weekend I was all the more wary of costing myself a good night’s sleep. I told Andy I would pass on the early morning rendezvous and sleep in.

I had a relaxing Friday night and slept in on Saturday. When I got up on Saturday morning I was questioning my choices. I was glad I hadn’t woken up at 5:30, but I regretted having missed my chance to get an alter or two done by Mark. Andy messaged me to say he had arrived at 8:05 and was 7th in line for alters. At 12:15 he told me that there were only two people behind him in line and if I wanted to leave now I could probably get an alter done.

On a whim, I asked Lucy if she was interested in going down to Baltimore for the day. She had just gotten back from a massage and needed to make lunch, but said she was up for it. I helped her make a smoothie and soft boil an egg and within 30 minutes we were on the road to Baltimore. We jammed out to Elton John and before we know it we were parked and walking into the convention center just after 3:00.

In line we got to chat some with Alois who had come over from London for the weekend to get alters done before going to New York for work on Monday. Funnily enough, Alois was also going to be at UTC the following weekend and then was off to Asia for travel immediately afterwards. I hope he can sleep on planes!

Alois and Andy told me that the guy who had gotten into line for Rob ahead of me and had hundreds of cards to sign did the same thing with Mark, but also got 3 alters done because he had multiple friends in line with him.

Lucy and I settled in to wait and read several chapters of The Art Thief which we have been enjoying together. It helped us pass the time and felt especially topical in light of the massive Louvre heist that week. Wynne came around to chat and get a sense of our alter requests. Andy got an awesome Sol Ring alter done around 5:00.

Necropotence + Chaos Orb = Amazing

Shortly after Andy got his alter done it was Lucy and my turn. Prior to getting the blacked out Mana Drain I had played with a Drain which had sharks sketched on it. My vision for the new Drain alter was to have a Leviathan eating a shark as a nod to the notion that there’s always a bigger fish. This idea felt especially poignant because in Old School, if you manage to win 4 Giant Sharks you can replace them with a single Leviathan in your sideboard. Mark is an expert craftsmen with a posca pen and got to work on turning my dream into reality.

Master at work

Thanks to Lucy waiting in line with me I was permitted to get a second alter done. For that alter I had chosen a Jayemdae Tome which was extremely special to me. After winning the 2024 Summer Derby with The Deck, I had stamped a Book and also added a small alter to it commemorating a special moment during that event. Between the Top16 and Top8, my longtime friend was dealing with a serious mental health crisis and Lucy went with me to the psychiatric hospital to fill out paperwork so he could get a psychiatric evaluation. We waited outside the hospital for his Dad to show up for several hours and while we were there a giant dragonfly crash landed on our blanket. I tried to help it to fly away to no avail and ultimately decided to move it to a nearby log because there was nothing that we could do to help and being around it was making us both sad. This dragonfly was emblematic of my friend and helped to show me that I can only do so much to help and sometimes creating distance is necessary to protect one’s mental health.

I decided to get Mark to add a “Ouroboros Sol Ring” to my Summer Derby Book. The Ouroboros has been a recurring theme in my life since meeting Lucy to the point that my wedding ring is a Ouroboros.

Making dreams come true

After arriving just after 3:00 we left at 7 and were home by 9. Lucy enjoyed having a spontaneous Saturday out in the world and I was thrilled with the way the alters from Mark had turned out.

From Dream to Reality

With two new Mark Tedin alters added to my collection, I felt like I was playing with house money when I returned to Illuxcon on Sunday. Shortly after arriving I found out that on Saturday Rob had a steady stream of signatures in his queue all day. I was lucky that Sunday afternoon was comparatively quiet which meant that Rob was happy to do alters for me.

I started with a Taiga that he’d altered the prior year for me, hoping to get a red dragon a la Smaug added to it. This Taiga was from the Cyrille de Foucaud collection and allegedly played in his Worlds 1994 deck; it felt right to turn it into a final form Taiga.

Next up I got a Savannah altered having just picked one up at Lobstercon. At first I asked for an elephant and Rob made a face so I quickly added, “Or any animal that lives on the Savannah: Lion, giraffe, hippo…” Rob said he would do a Lion which feels perfect given that I will most likely be pairing Savannah with Savannah Lions. I followed up with getting a Dragon added to an Underground Sea Rob had done for me last year which he again nailed. Finally, I asked him to add to another Underground Sea he’d done for me last year. He had done ship wreckage in the foreground and I asked him to add the ship that all the wreckage was from in the background and he delivered in a big way.

Illuxcon Haul

With my alter requests satisfied, I stopped by Drew’s booth to shoot the breeze and got to witness a fun moment. Rob stopped by and started a conversation with Drew about markers for signatures and alters. I got a lot of pro tips for different types of markers to get so I can enhance my alter work.

Meeting of the minds

Lucy and I finished our time at Illuxcon by wandering around and looking at different booths. I was on cloud nine after getting all of my alters done and Lucy was also feeling blissful having had an afternoon to enjoy fantasy art.

When we got home I was in awe of the spoils from the weekend. Two amazing Mark Tedin pieces, four killer Rob Alexander alters, and a heater from Drew with another one coming to me shortly. On top of that, I got to spend quality time with Lucy and do something that she loves; everybody wins.

As I finish this article almost a month later I still cannot really believe how well everything panned out that weekend. I am extremely lucky to have had an opportunity like this to turn my dreams into reality.

Demonic Tutor

This year, Lobstercon was not only the biggest Old School tournament of all time at 320 players, but also the first time a Giant Shark has been up for grabs in the US. I have been shark hunting for a while at this point and regardless of if there’s a shark on the line or not, Lobstercon is circled on my calendar months in advance because it is the preeminent American Old School event.

On Thursday morning I set off from Phoenixville to Newark Penn Station to scoop up Paul and Svante before setting our sights on Boston. The drive went relatively smoothly and the chats were as good as anticipated. We stopped at our Airbnb to drop off bags and pick up Thomas before heading over to meet up with friends for dinner and ante.

Dinner was solid and soon thereafter we jumped into the ante action. I had never played ante before with Thomas, but his reputation precedes him as a strong player who plays fast and tight; my favorite combination in an opponent. The culminating moment of our first game was when Thomas who was at 6 life cast Demonic Tutor, Jeweled Bird, and Contracted. After he anted a second card he activated his Bird but I shattered it. Thankfully for Thomas he had drawn a second Bird which saved TWO Volcanic Islands… Thomas passed the turn and I drew a Chain to go with the Bolt I had been holding and finished him off.

Good Bird!

Thomas and I played two more games of ante after that for significantly lower stakes than our first one. He punished my Wheel of Fortune the one game with Blood Lust + Berserk to kill me out of nowhere which was not on my bingo card for the night.

After my three game set with Thomas, we both set off to find new dance partners. I paired up with Shawn who I have had some really fun games with in the past. We first met at the Friday night meet up for Lobstercon 2019 and became fast friends. We jammed countless games of Dibatog vs Shops and I really enjoyed his company. Since then we have gotten to hang out at Chalice, Glorycon, and in Seattle for some of the events Shawn hosted.

Our first two games saw us trade Birds which is far and away the most common outcome in a game of Ante 40k. Despite just swapping Birds, our first two games were interesting. In our first game I opened with Mox Ruby, Sol Ring, Badlands, Jeweled Bird but didn’t have much follow through and eventually succumbed to Shawn’s midrange onslaught. The second game was noteworthy because Shawn Tutored for a Bird in the mid to late game because he “knew his ante card was a Badlands”. I don’t think he had seen it before it was saved, but it was in fact a Badlands and he died shortly thereafter.

Our third game was a memorable one. Shawn won the die roll and had a first turn Library which would’ve been devastating if not for my Black Vise. He was able to Shatter it before it dealt too much damage, but my deck coughed up another Vise which turned up the pressure until he Shattered it. From the early game I was holding a Wheel of Fortune which I was tempted to cast several times when I still had several cards in hand out of fear of Mind Twist, but I decided to play it slow.

After dumping enough of my hand and letting Shawn sculpt his with Library, I fired off the Wheel. I drew into another Vise and dropped it. At this point Shawn was down to 3 and could sense that he was soon to be dead. He cast and activated a Bird, but I Shattered it. In the hopes of finding another Bird he decided to cast a desperation Contract from Below. He could’ve instead cast a Wheel of his own but decided on Contract out of fear that he would draw me into the burn I needed to finish him off. The downside of Contract of course is that you have to ante an additional card. Frequently this downside is mitigated by drawing into or activating a Bird to save both cards, but I could tell from Shawn’s body language that he hadn’t found a Bird. I was holding the lethal Fireball and my heart started to race as I waited to see what two cards in Shawn’s deck would be changing ownership.

Fireball for lethal

The two cards were an Unlimited Sengir Vampire and a Beta Demonic Tutor. Winning a normal Beta Tutor in Ante40k is wild, but this Beta Tutor was so much more.

This card has been on quite the journey. Michelle Maggi got it signed by Richard Garfield and altered by Douglas Shuler and then sold it to Kalle who played it until he traded it to Schwartz as part of a deal to get his 4th Alpha Underground Sea. Schwartz being an ante legend decided to play it unsleeved in ante and lost it to Shawn at Lobstercon 2023.

As I type this now it still doesn’t feel real. Over the last few years I have spent a lot of time and money hunting for Garfield signed cards and commissioning alters from artists only to win a card which is signed by Garfield and altered by the original artist in ante.

Upon winning the Demonic Tutor my appetite for ante that evening had been satiated. I figured it would be basically impossible for me to top it and with a long day of Magic ahead of me I called it quits. Thomas, Svante, Simon, and myself headed back to the airbnb, ultimately succeeding in the parking game after spending about 20 minutes deciding whether my car would fit into various street parking spots nearby.

The combo of the long drive and excitement from the evening left me with a lot of shoulder tension which delayed sleep, but before I knew it Friday morning rolled around. I skipped a formal breakfast to prioritize resting more, journaling, showering, and stretching before heading to the Dante.

For the main event I chose to play The Deq. I’ve been honing my skills and tuning my list for the better part of 3 years now and was really happy with where I landed. I knew the event would be challenging, but looked forward to the opportunity to test and learn more about myself.

The Deq

During the player meeting my friend Marc came up to me and asked if I had an extra Library. I told him I had an extra in my ante deck but it wasn’t with me, though I could get it if needed. He asked me if I minded and so I jogged to my airbnb, fetched the Library for Marc and jogged back.

After my jog I had a nail biter match against White Weenie after my Game 1 Timetwister drew me into all lands and then drew a fortunately timed Mind Twist in round 2 to get me to 2-0. In the third round I faced Nick and lost a game 1 I thought I had in the bag. I had Library while he mulliganned to 5 and proceeded to open with Workshop Lotus Triskelion and following it up with a Factory and Su-Chi. Despite having a Library I didn’t have a white source and quickly died despite having Balance and Divine Offering in hand. In game 2 Nick slammed a Blood Moon and thought it would seal the game which it did. Unfortunately for him, his Moon gave me a ton of Mountains which let my Shivan Dragon breathe a lot of fire. Two turns after I cast it he was dead.

Boomerang Shivan in action!

The third game of my match with Nick saw me lose to one of my favorite cards. I answered his first turn Sage of Lat-Nam, but drew rather poorly off of the Timetwister Nick cast on turn two. Live by the sword, die by the sword. I have ran away with far too many games off the back of Timetwister to be upset about that one, but was a bit salty about losing Game 1 with a Turn 1 Library vs a mulligan to 5. Thankfully I washed away the salty taste in my mouth with a Lobster roll after round 3 and got to go out for a quick walk to clear my head and help me digest.

Yum

Round 4 saw me defeat Jay on Olle’s Dibatog list from Raging Bull. In game 2 I resolved a Braingeyser for 6 with BEB on his REB which allowed me to cast Mind Twist for hand and Shivan Dragon on the following turn which sealed it. In Round 5 I faced off against Matt in a The Deck mirror except he was on UWB with Sinkholes main and Hippy out of the SB. In Game 1 I had a turn 1 Library but no countermagic to stop him when he Mind Twisted me first for 3 and later for 3 more to take us both to parity. The Braingeyser he drew two turns later broke that parity and gave him the game. I got way ahead on life in Game 2 because Matt had 3 Cities of Brass, but struggled mightily to close the game. In hindsight I was probably being overly aggressive because I was down a game which can be a death sentence with The Deq. We had about 15 minutes left for Game 3 and for whatever reason I had it in my head that I needed to win outright rather than in Orb flips. I mulliganned to a weak 6 card hand that needed mana and a very specific hand from Matt to be successful. He had Turn 1 Lotus Hippy which my hand did not line up with and I succumbed quickly. In hindsight I should’ve boarded more defensively, but had I lost the game in Orb flips I would probably be singing a different tune.

At this point with 2 losses and 4 remaining rounds I knew my chances of making Top16 were slim to none. I’ve played enough Magic to know that my tiebreakers would almost certainly not be good enough, but at the same time I came to play Magic and that I did. In Round 6 I won Game 1 despite going to 0 cards in Library. On the last turn before decking I used Recall to cast Time Walk, Regrowth it and cast it again and then Timetwistered. On my first Time Walk turn I cast Braingeyser for 7 and on my second I was more ambitious, Regrowing it and casting Geyser for 10 which drew me into Time Walk and a Mind Twist for 7 which sealed it.

Round 7 had me face off against Hans who I have now played 3 Lobstercons in a row. In game 1 I misplayed by Timetwistering instinctively because I was up on permanents instead of just Stripping his only land and burying him. As I was shuffling I realized my mistake but karma did me in. I was proud of myself for stopping the spiral and winning games 2 and 3 to salvage the match win.

Round 8 was a fun one. In game 1 I stabilized at 3 life against Will’s Lion Dib Burn deck for legitimately 15 minutes. It took all 5 counters, Mind Twist, Regrowth, both Recalls, and 3 Factories to stem the tide, but I played tight and caught some lucky breaks which enabled my last Factory to deal 4 points of damage so I could Fireball Will for 20 with 3 cards left in Library.

End of an epic battle

The last round of Swiss was a full circle moment where I faced off against Marc. Our first match was wild. I mulliganned to 5 and this was my start:

Not bad for a mulligan to 5…

I followed up Timetwister with Emerald and Chaos Orb and was holding Mind Twist and Balance when I passed the turn feeling that I was 95+% to win the game. Marc had other plans. He fought fire with fire playing Sapphire, Ancestral, Lotus, Mox, Savannah, and Mind Twist for 4 of my 5 cards leaving me with just an Abyss in hand. Luckily Marc was on a UWG Erhnamgeddon list which was held in check by Abyss for two turns until I drew Recall to get back Balance and take us both to 0 cards. From there Marc was stuck on 3 mana with an Abyss preventing him from deploying creatures while I drew a Book into Regrowth for Mind Twist eliciting a concession.

Before and during our match I joked that I wanted my Library back and that Marc was going to beat me with my own Library which is exactly what happened in game 2. I fought like hell, but in the end the card advantage proved to be too much.

I closed out the day by raining down power on Marc in Game 3. I drew lots of extra cards with Braingeyser, cast a Timetwister which drew me into my previously destroyed Abyss and ultimately I prevailed.

After starting 3-2 I rallied back and won the last 4 rounds to finish 7-2 which was good enough for 20th place which was closer to Top16 than I would’ve expected. We left the venue, I went and picked up my wife Lucy at the train station after she had taken the Amtrak up to Boston after school that day.

On Saturday I woke up and felt compelled to read a bit of the book I had brought with me, Inner Excellence. I shared a passage which made me think of Pez Unholy who I know shares an interest in personal growth and had made Top16. My hope was that this passage might be beneficial to him as he continued on his journey for greatness.

Lucy and I went over to the venue in the hopes of finding people to eat brunch with. Mike and Eric joined us for a nice meal At Cafe Luna and then we walked back over to the Dante where I watched the rest of the Top16 because Pez was still in contention for the Shark. Throughout his run I told him to “expect nothing” which was the central theme of the passage I had shared with him.

Expect Nothing

As one needs to when one wins a giant Magic tournament, Pez ran hotter than the sun in the finals by opening up with two Black Vises on turn 1 in both of the games where he was on the play, absolutely decimating Jonas. I’m extremely happy for Pez; he and I have been friends for several years at this point and despite having a zillion Top8s and close calls, he hadn’t won a big event up to this point. He certainly picked a good spot to do so!

Shark

After congratulating Pez I went with Lucy, Mike, and Jeff over to Harvard to get a Lucy centric tour. It was highly entertaining for me to hear about various memories such as, “This is where I got mauled by a cat” or “This is where I used to sometimes get egg sandwiches from a food truck”. We walked around a bunch, got Indian food as is our custom when in Boston and then made our way back to the Dante once again. Lucy decided to call it a night while I went back out into the night to play in the Ante40k rodeo.

I jammed some games at my airbnb with Nicky and Noah because State Park was still serving dinner which meant that we couldn’t get a table to play at. By the time we returned the ante was fully underway and I ended up playing a long set with Mark who was borrowing Shawn’s deck. Mark is a tremendous player, but luck was not on his side. He kept getting me into slightly precarious situations only for me to find my way out of them and into a win. I won all 4 of the games we played but only took home Birds for my efforts. Still fun to play with a player of his caliber; it’s never been easy to make the Finals of a Pro Tour, not even in 1998.

Ante up!

Shortly after Mark and I finished playing State Park closed for the night which prompted the ante contingent to move onward. Unwilling to accept that the night was over, Simon and Scott played a match of sidewalk Triple A.

Party like it’s 1993

Following some sidewalk Magic and me making sure Shawn made it safely into his Uber home we walked back to our Airbnb. Simon, Svante, and I swapped tales of the weekend for longer than any of us had intended to because we knew that Simon would be leaving quite early to fly home. I packed up and got far too few hours of sleep before we went to a really tasty Brazilian Cafe for breakfast.

The last breakfast

Shortly after breakfast Thomas headed to the airport while we met back up with Paul who accompanied us to the Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum which has become a Lobstercon tradition for Lucy and I. The Gardner has a powerful aura to it which is hard to describe. Maybe it is the way in which the collection was meticulously curated combined with the museum itself being so interesting; regardless, it is absolutely worth a visit if you haven’t been.

Inside the Gardner

With our obligatory trip to the Gardner under our belts we stopped for caffeine and embarked on the journey home. Lucy drove most of the way back to Newark Penn Station because of my lack of sleep and I mostly bantered back and forth with Paul and Svante about a wide range of topics. We discussed our favorite moments from the weekend, how to tweak Paul’s deck going forward, the amount of Magic specific jargon that we regularly use among other things.

We dropped Paul and Svante off in Newark and started the final leg of our journey. Both of us were emotionally and physically drained, but we made it home safe and sound.

Looking back on the weekend, Demonic Tutor was certainly the card of the weekend for me. Not only did I win an absolutely incredible Demonic Tutor in ante on Thursday, but I also got to be Pez Unholy’s demonic tutor with the passage I sent him on Saturday.

No matter how much time and energy you put into preparation you cannot control the outcome of every game that you play; variance will rear its head from time. This weekend was a helpful reminder that even when I fall short of achieving my goals, I can always support and help my friends on their quest for eternal glory.

Scandinavian Adventures

While in Chattanooga with my in laws for Christmas my Mother in law proposed a family trip to Peru this summer to go to Machu Picchu. I was immediately captivated and excited, but as the months passed the trip got more complicated. My father in law had a hip replacement and my sister in law announced that she was pregnant which made a hiking trip in Peru seem like a very ill fated endeavor.

A pivot to instead go on a trip to Norway involving a Fjörd cruise was proposed and again I was excited. However, as time passed this trip also seemed less and less likely. My brother in law got a new job which knocked him out of the group and the travel agent my mother in law was using seemed to be stringing her along. When we were all together in Pawley’s Island at the end of June I asked about the status of the trip and nobody seemed overly optimistic it would take place.

With August quickly approaching and my PTO already booked I felt that it was time to take matters into our own hands. With the looming threat of the trip falling through we decided to preempt it by bowing out of the family plans.

By traveling to Europe as frequently as I do for Old School Magic I have developed a lot of amazing relationships in the Old School community. My friend Joakim Sørmo had hosted me in February before Arvika Festival and mentioned how it would be really cool if my wife Lucy and I could come and visit at some point when it’s not the dead of winter. With that invitation in mind we decided to book our own trip to Scandinavia.

I found us an inexpensive flight to Stockholm and then started to reach out to a few friends to see if they would be around to spend some time with us if we were in town. What ended up coming together was better than I could’ve possibly hoped.

We started out flying into Stockholm, arriving on Sunday August 3rd. From there we met up with Björn Iversen whom I had hung out with at the X Files event and played in the Summer Derby. We’d crossed paths many times before then, but not spent a ton of time together so I wasn’t sure what to expect. Björn delivered in a massive way! Lucy had compiled a list of several museums/cathedrals/parks/sights she wanted to see and Björn curated a walking tour of Stockholm for us. We had frequent stops for coffee and tea to offset the red eye flight and ended up having a blast.

Skansen

On our walking tour we stopped into Skansen and soaked up the culture. The combo of a zoo and historical site was really cool. From there we popped over to the Vasa Ship Museum which was outstanding.

Vasa

Somewhere in the Vasa Ship Museum Lucy and I both lost our minds a little bit due to sleep deprivation, but it was still really cool. Björn then helped us find a tasty place for dinner, wandered around town some more with us and finally we parted ways and got some much needed sleep.

On Monday morning we woke up, got breakfast, walked around Stockholm for a bit and then caught a train to Linköping where we met up with Svante Landgraf. Svante and I are old friends at this point, having a near constant conversation going for 7 years at this point about the spiky side of Old School.

Svante graciously picked us up at the train station, hosted us at his apartment, and showed us around Linköping. We got over to one of his favorite cafes for lunch and then went for a hike in the woods.

Svante leading the charge

One of the things I have learned to love about Svante is how easily intellectual conversation comes to him. Whether it be the 15th SB slot in a deck, a possible sequencing error in a game, or something totally different like philosophical theory, Svante can talk about it intelligently. This attribute pairs extremely well with Lucy’s appetite for deep conversation. I really enjoyed being a fly on the wall hearing Lucy and Svante discuss philosophy. I popped in for a few wisecracks here or there, but it was nice to just soak it in as they got into the weeds of analytical and continental philosophy.

Linköping

Svante showed us around Linköping and then took us to his local Indian restaurant for a tasty meal. With our bellies full we had a meandering walk back around town and then capped the night off with an in person dive into sideboarding with The Deck. The next morning we had breakfast on Svante’s balcony before he dropped us off at the bus station so we could continue our journey.

After 3.5 hours on a bus we arrived in Gothenburg. Despite making several trips to n00bcon, I generally avoid public transit while in Gothenburg and am thus a novice when it comes to using the trams. Thankfully we made it onto our tram minutes before the sky opened up and a downpour began. When we got to our Airbnb we took a nap and then made our way back out to meet up with Kalle Nord at his tattoo shop and then went for dinner.

Reb Ta2’s

Kalle is a legendary figure in the Old School scene; having helped to create the format with MG in 2007. Among other things, Kalle is known for his artistic abilities, insane collection, and being a fun loving and easygoing person. Over the years Kalle and I have shared a ton of laughs and deep conversations; this time in Gothenburg was no exception.

With my belly full of schnitzel courtesy of a restaurant that Lucy spotted on our walk to meet up with Kalle we started our walking tour of Gothenburg with Kalle. We enjoyed a walk back towards our airbnb and then parted ways to get some sleep.

On Wednesday we went over to Kalle’s for coffee which gave us a chance to swap Books as part of a trade we have been working on and also let me get a sneak peek into his legendary Old School collection. I could’ve spent hours poring through his cards, but instead we headed off to explore Gothenburg.

Book Swap

First we went to Röda Sten, then Slottsskogen, the Gothenburg Botanical Garden, and then the Gothenburg Museum of Art. All along the way Kalle shared personal anecdotes from his time living in Gothenburg which added to the experience. Following a tasty meal at the restaurant next to the museum we continued our walking tour of Gothenburg which included a stop by his art studio and eventually returning to his apartment to have tea and give me more of a chance to look through Kalle’s cards.

Goat meets GOAT

At the end of the day I checked my phone and we had walked 16 miles (26km). My legs were feeling a bit sore, but I was now in possession of a Book which Kalle had altered in 2016 as well as having a fuller heart as a result of the experience.

Following a good night’s sleep and a pit-stop to get coffee and pastries we took a tram into town and then boarded our bus to Oslo for the next leg of our journey. After 3.5 hours we arrived in Oslo, made it over to our Airbnb and set off to explore the city. I beelined to a ramen shop with good reviews which while tasty turned out to be a mistake. Not sure if I got food poisoning or if the meal just did not agree with my frequently temperamental stomach, but I was moments away from disaster when I made it to the restroom at the Oslo Botanical Garden. My stomach calmed down enough for us to wander around the botanical garden in peace before finding dinner for Lucy and treating myself to a delicious brown cheese waffle before calling it a night. Lucy regretted not getting one for herself and instead settling for a few bites of mine.

Yum

On Friday we got out for breakfast at a local cafe before checking out of our Airbnb and setting off for the National Museum. On our way over I was captured by a sign for the Historical Museum and on a whim we decided to check it out. The Historical Museum ended up being amazing. The combo of Norwegian artifacts like viking swords, relics, and gold jewelry is hard to beat in my opinion.

Historical Museum, Oslo

From there we grabbed a food truck lunch outside of the National Museum and then went in to see some art. This was my third visit to the National Museum so the experience was less mind boggling than it could be otherwise, but I enjoyed showing Lucy around nonetheless. Once we wrapped up in the National Museum we set out to Drammen to meet up with Joakim. The trip to Drammen was more complicated than usual due to construction, but after some delays we made it to Joakim’s place.

Joakim and I first crossed paths in Arvika Festival in 2023 when he was flabbergasted to see me play Healing Salve in my Top8 match. After that first meeting we have grown closer online and I stayed with him before and after Arvika Festival this year and also spent a bunch of time hanging out with him at n00bcon this year. He is kind, easygoing, and generally pleasant to be around which is a great combo. After getting settled at Joakim’s and enjoying a tasty salad that he made for us, we walked to see an incredibly cool 6,000-8,000 year old stone carving before heading into town to get some Indian food for dinner. Unsurprisingly, Drammen looks much different in August than February!

Drammen

We enjoyed a slow Saturday morning at Joakim’s house and then set out to see the Spiralen Cafe, the venue for the Plague tournament in Drammen. By the time we arrived at the Spiralen Cafe it was unfortunately closed due to a wedding so we pivoted to going for a hike and enjoying some of the natural beauty that Norway is known for. Along the way we foraged wild blueberries, raspberries, and strawberries which were all delicious and helped fill the space I had reserved in my stomach for our stop at the cafe.

Yum!

After our hike we hung out at Joakim’s house listening to music and reminiscing on old YouTube videos such as Llamas with Hats which was a fun walk down memory lane. For dinner on Saturday night Joakim graciously whipped up a delicious fish stew for us. Lucy has a restrictive diet which is difficult for most to accommodate, but not Joakim. We followed up dinner with a late night stroll around Drammen before calling it a night.

On Sunday we made our way back to Stockholm. Construction in Drammen made the trip slightly more complicated, but before we knew it we were in Oslo Lufthavn waiting for our flight. We arrived with enough time to spare that we could hunt down a brown cheese waffle for Lucy so that she could leave Norway fulfilled. We both agreed it wasn’t nearly as good as mine from Thursday night, but it was better than most airport food. After a quick flight and train ride to Stockholm we checked into our Airbnb and once again met up with Björn.

Part two of our Stockholm walking tour with Björn was even better than part one because we were not cripplingly tired. We enjoyed a lovely afternoon walking around with Björn, got to see his apartment, and then went to dinner at his favorite local restaurant. The scenery was breathtaking and the food was tasty which is always a great combination.

Dinner with a view

After dinner we parted ways and walked along the water back into town. We spent much of our hour plus walk to our Airbnb and subsequent trip home the following day marveling at how well the trip had gone. Having friends to visit and explore with changed the dynamic in a really positive way. We both enjoyed the combination of having some time to ourselves and also having time with friends who could show us around.

I am so grateful for the Old School community. I have made so many meaningful connections along the way which this trip is a real testament to. Being able to go with my wife to Scandinavia and spend time with some of the people she has heard so much about in some of the places that previously only existed in photos and stories is extremely powerful. It turns out that the old catchphrase of, “Play the game, see the world” was pretty accurate after all.

The Path

Tonight I had a conversation with a friend who is trying to raise up his level of play so he can reach the top of the mountain. He told me that he feels like he missed out on the critical testing phase when people were learning and becoming optimal. He’s had some good results, but acknowledges that he gets smashed by some “nightmare opponents”.

So how does one level up in this way?

The answer in my opinion is, “time”. It’s not fun, it’s not glamorous, but it’s the truth. With Magic I am 20+ years into my journey along the path and am still learning and leveling up. I continue to climb the mountain, but I am not at the top because there is always more to climb. Looking back on it I have leveled up every four or so years. Here has been my progression:

2000 – I got cards for the first time but didn’t really know how to play
2003 – I learned how to play Magic
2007 – I made my first Vintage Top8
2011 – I won a Mox Sapphire and Mishra’s Workshop in back to back monthly Vintage tournaments
2015 – I lost a “win and in” for Top8 of Vintage Champs at 8-1
2019 – I won my 3rd TMD Open in Vintage and a month later won the Eternal Weekend Old School event which was the largest Old School event to date
2023 – I lost in the Finals of Arvika Festival playing for a Giant Shark and then won the Summer Derby later that year

Along the way there have been countless setbacks and low points:

2009 – I remember going 4-0 then 0-3 to miss Top8 of a Vintage event with several game-sealing mistakes getting called out by a friend and mentor along the way
2012 – I went to ten Vintage events, making the Top8 of two and losing in the quarterfinals both times which was a shock to the system after I won a Mox and Workshop the previous year in only six events
2016 – I flew to Columbus for Vintage Champs and went 1-3 drop
2021 – I went 2-5 in a Spikefest event I hosted, losing multiple matches I could have won due to obvious mistakes
2024 – I went 4-4 in the Winter Derby playing the same list of The Deck that I’d used to win the previous Summer Derby, losing to Zombies and underpowered Mono Blue Robots

I try not to let my results define me, though it can be hard because that is the measuring stick that people can use to define others. It would be easy for someone to define me either by my high or low points and use those data points to paint the picture of who I am.

In my experience, if you fixate on achieving a single accomplishment you will feel hollow and empty after you get there. The journey is far more fulfilling than the destination. My goal is to play as well as I possibly can. I want to keep getting better in terms of my preparation, deckbuilding, sideboarding, emotional regulation, and how I actually play the cards. If I keep doing that then achievements will undoubtedly follow.

It is tempting to try and rush things. You can purchase the cards and copy the great decks, but that will only get you so far. If you want to truly innovate or become a great player you need to invest a lot of time and effort. Simply having the best cards and the best list will not get you there. I learned that time and again back in 2012 when my Vintage mentor would give me his cutting edge list right before the tournament and I would still have a mediocre finish despite having one of the best decks in the room. What I was lacking at the time was my mentor’s repetitions with the deck and his superior grasp of Magic theory. This lack of understanding and experience showed up time and again for me at this point in life until I took the time to do something about it. I studied lists, spent hours on my sideboard strategy, talked and played with players much better than me. Over time, I improved and eventually leveled up.

No one knows where my path will go from here. I cannot say with any degree of certainty what I will accomplish in the future. What I do know though is that I will keep working to improve and get better. I expect to face challenges along the way, but as my Dad has always told me, “That which does not destroy me only makes me stronger”.

Everyone has to find their own path. My path is going to be different than yours and that is OK. The specifics of any one person’s path doesn’t really matter; it is more important that you find your own way and stick to it. Every step you take is progress.

The Saga of the City

Three weeks ago I posted an ISO on Discord for a Richard Garfield signed Arabian Nights City of Brass. I was inspired by a Garfield signed Italian City which unfortunately doesn’t fit my current aesthetic of Swedish legal Old School cards. I was hopeful, but not overly optimistic as I hadn’t seen any Arabian Cities with Garfield signatures outside of the Garfield cube.

As luck would have it, the patron saint of Garfield signatures, Benoit reached out to me shortly after I posted to tell me that Garfield signed Cities are incredibly hard to find as well as to share a listing for a beautiful first generation Garfield signed City which was likely signed sometime between 1993 and 1995. The starting bid was very high and the card was located in Japan, but the more I thought about it the more I knew I wanted to make it happen.

A beautiful specimen

With the help of my friend Andy who knew of a third party buying service that would receive an item through Yahoo Auctions JP and ship it to the US I put in a bid and crossed my fingers.

🤞🏻

A few days later the auction ended and I had won unopposed! I was initially a bit concerned as I had never used Buyee before and didn’t understand that I couldn’t setup shipment from their warehouse to the US until after my package was in their care.

Winning!

After a few slightly anxious days everything updated and I was able to coordinate shipment to my parents’ house where I receive all of my packages. I chose to go with EMS for my shipping in the hopes that I could bring the City with me to Seattle for the X Files event which Mark Tedin would be attending so I could get him to sign or possibly alter it for me.

A few months ago I was talking alters with friend and fellow alter aficionado, Eureka Shivan after the Storm Crow Cup. He shared a set of Cities that he had which had caught my eye in his deck picture.

Sick set!

The King Kong alter on the far right was a giant hit of nostalgia that transported me back to the late 2000s when one of my favorite pastimes was lurking on the Star City “pimp” thread which contained countless pictures of cool and unique cards. I vividly remember seeing a black ink King Kong alter on a City of Brass and thinking it was the coolest thing ever. This alter captivated me so much that I put up a King Kong poster in my college dorm room.

So much nostalgia

Back then alters like almost everything else felt completely out of reach. My decks were full of proxies and so all I could afford to do was to dream about someday having alters of my own. Flash forward almost 20 years and I am living my teenage dream in a big way. While planning out my trip to Seattle I couldn’t help but add a King Kong City of Brass to my alter wishlist. Upon purchasing the Garfield City that alter idea moved up significantly in priority.

Now it was just a question of timing in terms of whether the City would arrive in time as well as if I could get my City into the hotly contested Mark Tedin alter queue for the event.

As the event drew closer I started to get nervous about whether my City would arrive in time. Initially I was not worried because Buyee had told me 3 to 5 days for EMS to deliver which had been my experience in the past, but I began to realize that was outdated. A week before I left for Seattle the tracking update told me that my City was en route to the US, but then everything went dark for the next 5 days. 24 hours before my flight took off from PHL I got an update that my package had gone through customs in Jamaica NY.

I spent more time than I would like to admit looking at expected delivery times for Priority Mail Express International and was generally pessimistic that things would line up for me when I went to sleep on Wednesday. I woke up on Thursday to the City first making it to Philadelphia and then a few hours later to my local post office. At 12:42PM it was out for delivery, but I knew that could mean that it would actually be delivered in 15 minutes or in 6 hours. And then, at 2:16PM while I was out getting ice cream with my wife Lucy to celebrate the end of her first school year as a full-time teacher I got an update that my City had arrived!

A rollercoaster of emotions

My parents were out of town, but my sister and brother-in-law live within walking distance of my parents’ house so I was luckily able to get my brother-in-law Tony to check and make sure the City had actually been delivered so I could swing by and pick it up on the way to the airport.

I traveled to Seattle with Will Parshall who strongly dislikes airports and thus is always game for any reason to delay arriving at the airport. As fate would have it, our flight was delayed by 30 minutes so we had extra time to swing by and scoop up the City. With my new City in hand we made it to the airport with plenty of time to spare and before we knew it we were in Seattle.

Gotcha!

On Saturday morning we woke up, got breakfast at the Pico Cafe and Bakery which was a stone’s throw from our airbnb. We had a delicious breakfast and enjoyed their lovely courtyard before going back to the house to get ready for the day ahead. Determined to avoid the situation I had experienced last year where I sweated getting an alter done all day by showing up to Mark’s table too late, my plan was to get to the venue as early as possible so I could help Shawn set up and ideally be one of the first people in Mark Tedin’s line for commissions.

The combination of me arriving early and Mark arriving a bit late enabled me to be the first one in the queue for an alter. I will make a separate post about my blue power some other day, but I was extremely grateful to get my Timetwister altered before the first round even began which resulted in Wynne letting me also add my Garfield City into the queue.

Too cool not to share

I lost round 1 because my head was not in the game. My excitement levels were way too high and I misplayed a complicated game where I had a Library and too many options until my opponent Balanced. Later in the day Mark was able to get to work on my City. Before he started I shared the picture of Eureka Shivan’s King Kong City as a reference which Mark really appreciated. After I saw the finished product I was flabbergasted. Mark’s talent with Poscas is unmatched. Without further ado, here is what he did for me.

Magnificent

Looking at it now I still can’t believe this City is mine. It was an absolute rollercoaster to get to this point. I can only imagine how 16 year old me would’ve reacted had he seen this alter all those years ago. Maybe if I’m lucky this King Kong alter will get someone into alters in much the same way that a King Kong City of Brass hooked me on alters all those years ago.

Cyrille’s Bolt

In late June of 2023 I stumbled across a unique Graded Lightning Bolt that my now close friend Jacob was selling. It was a unique card because it had been a part of Cyrille de Foucaud’s legendary collection and was played in his deck for the first Magic World Championship in 1994 where he made it all the way to the Top4 before losing to Bertrand Lestree. The idea of owning a piece of Magic’s history was tantalizing and made it a snap buy for me.

Hermetically sealed

Purchasing this Lightning Bolt from Jacob was the genesis of our friendship which has continued to grow in the time since. Jacob cracked the Bolt for me and sent it along with the tag and an Emerald City Trolls sticker.

Freed from its tomb

Later in the summer of 2023 I negotiated a deal for a set of Richard Garfield altered Blue Power which were also from Cyrille de Foucaud’s collection. I will write a post about them sometime in the future. Throughout this process I enlisted the help of my friend Benoit who is the foremost expert on Garfield cards. Benoit was invaluable in helping me craft my correspondence, negotiate a price, and ultimately execute a deal. Thanks a ton for the help with that one!

After acquiring more cards from Cyrille’s collection I became interested in getting in touch with him to find out more of the backstory on them. With Benoit’s help, I sent Cyrille an email, got one reply back confirming I had the right person, and asking if I had WhatsApp. After I responded saying that I did have WhatsApp and would love to catch up, I never heard back.

With the help of my friend West I dug into the old coverage archives and found a few gems about Cyrille and his past. I was eager to learn more, but didn’t hear back.

The man in question

Over the past year or so my friend Simon has floated the idea to me that it would be really cool if I could get Cyrille to sign the Lightning Bolt a few times. I wholeheartedly agreed, but aside from the email that he never responded to I was unsure how to get in contact with him. After Simon brought it up at the end of 2024, I shared this problem with Benoit who had an out of the box solution. Cyrille owns a jewelry store in Geneva which is where our mutual acquaintance Francois lives. Maybe they know each other and Francois can assist with getting the signature.

I knew Francois because he and I had played a match at Winc0n in 2023 and then randomly shared a cab to the Gothenburg airport at n00bcon last year. I reached out to him with minimal expectation that it would turn into anything but funnily enough he had bought a watch from Cyrille a few years ago. Francois was happy to facilitate, I just needed to send the Bolt to him and ideally retrieve it at n00bcon this year.

I randomly had the urge this week to reach out to Francois to see if he’d had any luck getting in touch with Cyrille having not exchanged any messages since the end of January. In a strange coincidence, Francois messaged me back a few hours later to say that he had actually been to see Cyrille and get my Bolt signed earlier that day!

Nice signature, Cyrille!

In addition to having an aesthetically pleasing signature, Cyrille had shared some fun anecdotes from the past including how a guy at Origins 1994 had proposed to him that he could purchase 20% of the entire Beta print run for $120,000… For those doing math at home that works out to $187 per complete set of Beta…

I cannot wait to see Francois at n00bcon to retrieve my precious Lightning Bolt and hear some more of Cyrille’s tales from the early 1990’s. If I’m lucky I someday might get in direct contact with him, but that will have to wait for a future blog post.

Huge thanks to my friends who have helped me out along the way with this journey. Jacob, Benoit, West, Simon, and Francois all helped me in their own way and without any one of them I think this pipe dream would’ve fallen apart.

Learning when to say “No”

Recently I relearned the importance of saying “No”. For whatever reason, I found myself on eBay looking at Magic cards that I neither needed nor wanted and I came across a cool one…

No

Upon seeing this beautiful card I started to justify it to myself with phrases like“I don’t own any Summer Cards”, “I’m not in love with my current 4th Counterspell” and “I’ve sold a lot of cards recently”. All of these phrases are true, but yet I still didn’t need to buy a Summer Counterspell and ultimately stood strong with that sentiment.

I have nothing against Summer. It’s a cool oddity set and the cards are rare, beautiful, and also expensive. It is the weird expansion set which is Swedish legal just because. I have several friends who collect Summer cards and I think their collections are beautiful, it’s just not really for me.

What I needed to remind myself of is that what I am trying to maximize for with my collection is personal significance. To me this means prioritizing ante winnings and prize cards over cards which are rarer, more expensive, and potentially more aesthetically pleasing. I like how each of my cards tells a story and can immediately be related back to a time and place.

An example of my preferences in action is this Counterspell:

It was originally hastily altered in black sharpie by Mark Poole for me at MagicCon Philly 2023, then touched up by me afterwards, and then recently I decided I would make it into a card which I would bring to Arvika Festival 2025 to get signed by everyone. In the process of adding “Arvika Festival X” to the card, my OCD took the wheel. I decided to redo the alter completely to make it more to my liking which after about two hours of tinkering looks as it does now. In the process of outlining “Arvika Festival X” I managed to smudge the “M” in Mark Poole’s signature which led me to just remove it altogether with a dry erase marker. Now there is more space for player’s signatures which ultimately will make the card more personally significant to me than Mark Poole’s. It also helps that at this point it was me who did the visible alter, not Mark Poole. This Counter is a funny anecdote both about my OCD at work and my aesthetic preferences.

I also recently purchased a Counterspell which does speak to me. As I wrote above, my Counterspells were altered hastily by Mark Poole at MagicCon Philly and from what I have come to understand, it is quite hard to commission Mark for color alters so the best bet is the secondary market. I really wanted one beautiful Poole alter for my collection and eBay delivered one up for me and then some. I was blown away by this alter and felt that it was the kind of card that I couldn’t pass on in good conscience.

I couldn’t say No

Through this process of finding a Counterspell I wanted to purchase, modifying one myself, and turning down the chance to buy a Summer one I learned a bit more about myself. As always, I am on the hunt for ways to upgrade my cards, but I now know that an extremely rare set like Summer doesn’t speak to me in quite the same way that alters do.

I plan to play Old School for a very long time and thus I do not need to be hasty. When you’re playing with Counterspells it pays to be patient rather than to jump at the first opportunity to cast one.

Balance

One of the hardest things for me personally is to find balance in life. For as long as I can remember I have been someone who dove headfirst into their passions and would hyper-focus on them as though nothing else existed in the world. At times this can be a superpower, but at other times it can be a crippling weakness.

As I have gotten older I have seen the need for balance become more and more important. I have a full-time job and a wife that both require my attention as well as a relationship of 20+ years with Magic. For me, Magic has constantly been running either in the foreground or background of my mind for as long as I can remember. I think this is what gives me a leg up on others when playing; I have just spent more time swimming in the pool than they have and thus am more comfortable in the water. That said though, in the last year I have seen the downsides of running Magic in the foreground because for me personally the stakes are higher than they were before.

This summer I married the love of my life, Lucy. Having her by my side gives me confidence that things will work out, but also stresses the importance of me finding balance in life. Where I used to be able to pick up and leave for a long weekend on short notice or spend countless hours falling down a rabbit hole with basically no repercussion, I now have someone else who I need to be accountable to. Ultimately this is a net positive for me. I need the extra motivation to reign in my bad habits and pursue the happy medium that so frequently eludes me.

In Magic, Balance has long been one of my favorite cards. I love the cards that have a unique effect that can be extremely powerful when used correctly. It is a card which can be deceptively skill-intensive because you need to know which resources you should be leveraging. There are times when discarding three cards to remove two creatures is game-winning, but as I know from experience there are times where that sort of play can cost you a game as well.

One cautionary tale of the horrors of Balance comes from the first Spike Summit in 2023. I was in the quarterfinals facing off against Ty. Things were going relatively well until I inexplicably put Balance on the stack. Ty had two Savannah Lions in play which weren’t really threatening me but that I wanted to remove for whatever reason. Notably, Ty only had 4 lands in play including an untapped Strip Mine. In response to my Balance Ty Stripped his own land and when the Balance resolved I got his two Lions, but it cost me two factories and the mana advantage I had. Due to a combination of a long grindy game, a well timed Mind Twist on Ty’s part which nabbed my Regrowth and Fireball, and a lack of thinking on my end, I found myself perilously low on win conditions. I ended up conceding that game shortly after realizing I couldn’t actually win and was going to deck myself and then lost the second game after keeping a risky Library hand with no other mana sources which was punished by a turn 1 Strip Mine.

On the other end of the spectrum there are games like this one where I cast Sapphire, Ancestral, Tundra. Jet, Sol Ring, Time Walk all on the first turn and then on my second turn I played an Island, a Jayemdae Tome, and Balanced to one card in hand with 4 artifact mana and a Book in play. Live by the sword, die by the sword.

I won this game

In February 2023 at MagicCon Philly I had the pleasure of meeting Mark Poole. we exchanged friendly banter about how close the Eagles had come in the Super Bowl the week prior (because he had an Eagles hat on) and then I asked him to do some quick alters on my cards. One of the cards that I was most excited about getting altered was unsurprisingly my Balance.

The alter I asked him to do was of personal significance to me. On one side of the scale is a Dingus Egg and on the other an asterisk. To me, this alter represents the tenuous balancing act between being a dingus by falling short or playing poorly and obtaining asterisks by getting undeserved finishes due to concessions or the like. For me personally, the balance of these two extremes is challenging and problematic. In the past I have accepted concessions which helped propel me to notable finishes, but they felt hollow due to being undeserved. On the other side of the scale I have also felt down on myself like I was a dingus or somehow worth less because I did not achieve the heights that myself and others have learned to expect from me.

One of the things which fascinates me most with Balance is how it is one of those cards that can be extremely hard to evaluate because you don’t always cast it in games where you’re ahead the whole time. As such, it can be a card which seems bad in those games since it would actively detract from your position. At the same time though, if you’re behind on lands, cards, or creatures on board, Balance or the Tutor to find it can be your only out. The disparity between the highs and lows of Balance are massive and as such people’s opinions of it vary wildly. Personally, I have won too many games due to the Balance which saved me from a mulligan to oblivion, opposing Library, swarm of creatures, or Mind Twist for hand.

Live by the sword, die by the sword and try to find Balance both in life and Magic.

My Aesthetic Evolution

With collecting I have mistakenly thought I was “done” many times and now accept that will likely never be the case. Each time I change directions it plays out pretty much the same way. I am getting close to finishing my goal, I push to finish it and then when I do I feel empty. To cope with the emptiness I quickly pivot by setting new and more difficult goals for myself. The piece of advice I give to others is to make your collection goals stretch out as long as possible. The journey is far more enjoyable if you take your time rather than rushing to the destination.

Over time my aesthetic preferences and my collection have changed fairly dramatically. A prime example of this is City of Brass:

Coming from Vintage I had a love for Japanese cards. I had been to Japan in 2016 and over the years had cultivated a collection of every playable card for Vintage Workshops in Japanese over the years. When I started playing City of Brass in Old School in 2018 I used Japanese FBB 4th Edition Cities. Before I played a single game I ordered 4 of just about every inexpensive Japanese card I could find that might be playable in Atog. Throughout 2018 I acquired pretty much all of the playable Japanese Old School legals cards, some format staples not printed in Japanese and 40 Collector’s Edition Duals. At the time I thought I was done, but I wasn’t even close.

City of Brass circa 2018

In 2019 I found myself with an invite to n00bcon. I was thrilled to have the opportunity to go to Sweden and throw my hat in the ring, but my Old School collection was setup for American rather than Swedish reprints. With n00bcon on the horizon I turned as much of my collection as I could into Swedish legal. Thanks to the generosity of Scott Bradley and Mano I was able to borrow some cards so I could play at n00bcon, but I was hoping to make that a one time thing. Due to solely playing Workshops in Vintage for 10 years I didn’t own Duals, but had Beta Power. In 2018 I picked up a full set of CE duals and they would remain that way for the time being because I couldn’t afford Beta duals, but because I liked the aesthetic of having my whole deck black border everything else transitioned over to English. And so as with many other cards, I found a set of Arabian Nights Cities of Brass and sold my FBB set.

City of Brass circa 2019

Sometime in the dark age that was 2020 I set a goal of playing at n00bcon on my birthday in 2021 with a deck that was entirely my own and ideally fully black bordered. The circumstances which enabled these fever dream to become reality were unique. I had reacquired my original Unlimited Black Lotus at Eternal Weekend in 2019 which allowed me to essentially trade my Beta Black Lotus for 4 HP Beta Volcanic Islands and also due to COVID I was spending significantly less than before and thus could afford to purchase a Beta Blue Dual every month or so. Before I knew it my collection was fully black bordered and Swedish legal aside from my Black Lotus (which I will write about in a separate post at some point). While COVID pushed n00bcon to be virtual rather than in person, I am happy to say that I did achieve my goal of playing my own cards in n00bcon on my birthday.

Lion Dib circa 2021 (Year of the Dingus)

At this point I was inching closer to the point where I had everything to play all of the tier one decks with Swedish reprints. I eventually got to that spot and quickly realized how much more I enjoyed the journey than the destination. I was at a crossroads collection-wise as I owned 32 Beta Duals, but didn’t see myself ever wanting to play Savannah or Bayou in Sweden and thus wasn’t sure I should push myself to upgrade them to Beta. On one hand, the idea of 40 before 40 was appealing, but on the other I didn’t want to commit so many resources for no reason other than to take a cool picture. No shade at anyone who has 40 Beta Duals, I just decided that was not for me.

In 2021 during one of my late night compulsive Facebook scrolling sessions I stumbled upon a playset of four season altered Arabian Nights Cities of Brass. I thought the price was fair and didn’t hesitate to pull the trigger.

City of Brass circa 2021

I have always liked signed cards, but these Cities represented a turning point in my collection. From there I went deeper and deeper into the alter rabbit hole. I attend a lot of Old School events and many of them have Magic artists in attendance which gives me a lot of opportunities to get my cards altered. Over the last 3 years I have started to prioritize events with artists over those without when all else is relatively equal.

At the outset, I decided that if possible I would avoid sending cards to artists; instead getting everything done on site. By taking this approach I have made the process much more fulfilling than it would be if I had done it via mail through an intermediary. I get the experience of meeting the artists, can share with them my enthusiasm and passion for the game, hear their feedback on my ideas for alters, and create a lasting association that ties each card to a specific moment in time. The process certainly takes longer than it otherwise would, but for me that is a pro rather than a con because I know it will be that much more satisfying when I eventually arrive at my destination.

After setting out to get my cards altered, I found a new side quest which has captivated me ever since. At n00bcon in 2022 I was the soberest person in the room at 2am and thus asked to be the scorekeeper for the Ante40k World Championship. Similarly to how I became hooked on Old School after spectating at the Eternal Weekend Old School event in 2017, I left n00bcon knowing deep down that I wanted to get into ante. In hindsight I am not sure why it took me 10 months to get an ante deck together, but at Arvika Festival in 2023 I jumped into the pool and haven’t gotten out since.

For the uninitiated, the way that Ante40k works is that you build a Swedish legal deck which must be worth at least 40,000 SEK ($3,764) and then play games of Magic for ante. The ante cards are all restricted except for Jeweled Bird and each player antes the top card of their deck before the game begins. Whoever wins gets the card that the other person anted or in many cases, a Jeweled Bird which saved their ante card. When you lose a card it is customary to alter it to memorialize the occasion. Some of the alters are good and others are bad, but the end result is that you can win Swedish legal cards which have the added benefit of a good story associated to them.

At n00bcon in 2024 I didn’t win a shark, but I had a very productive weekend playing Ante 40k. That weekend I returned to the Ante40k World Championship as a player rather than a scorekeeper. I lost in the finals to a very deserving Jonnie Myrbacka but over the course of the weekend I managed to win a City of Brass, Badlands, Moat, Unlimited Sol Ring, and Su-Chi. The alter that Mike Frantz did on the City of Brass I won from him was cool, but by virtue of his level of inebriation and the fact that we both wanted to get in as many games as possible in the Ante 40k World Championship it was rushed. When I got home I knew I wanted to do something to embellish it and make it my own because there was no way I wasn’t going to be playing that City of Brass in all of my decks going forward.

City of Brass circa 2024

As of writing this my aesthetic hierarchy for a card that I play looks something like:

  • Needs to be Swedish legal
  • Ideally is black bordered
  • Has an event stamp, alter, or changed ownership in an ante game.

For me, every card should have its own story. I know at this point that I never will be “done”. I may get to stopping points where I am content with not adding anything more to my collection for a long while and eventually the churn will slow down. Each person is on their own individual journey with their own aesthetic preferences and goals. What is right for me is likely not right for you and that’s OK. Enjoy the journey, savor the hunt, and be happy with where you are along the path.